I am on my diet again. My bad awful diet, one meal a day and nothing else. I drink a lot of water and I am still hungry. And still can't see losing anything. I have straberries and cream in the refrigerator, raspberry Pavlova and caulyflower cheese...I am hungry I could eat a horse.

I am 9.1 trying to get to 8. I have 6 weeks to look good for my holiday. Nobody cares, because all my friends like me the way I am. I can't really find a serious motive for all this self punishment. Could bullimia be the only reason for bullimia? Too hungry to think about it. I'm going for a nap, I might forget food...